somthin i came up with today....

when i was up in my apartment no food no rent

and i had no cash only dreams to spend

i knew my roomates couldnt stand me

i felt like a kid rocking hand me downs knowing one day stacks of bills they would hand me

but they aint fan me

so i was hot at the world ,my girl ,and everyone in my family

they was like oh we miss him....but i had no relief like a katrina victim

so i promised to myself i would katrina stick them

cause it was forget me forget him we will let fema get him

but what didnt kill me made me stronger

longing for a shot just made my time longer

till it came out the barrell of the burner

i became a gunner with a go get attitude....a runner

no vacations in the summer

cause to vacate the only thing that i had which was college

showed no solution so i had a problem

and niggas tried to hammer me with words so like nails i said screw em

imma treat em like nike airs and just do em

so while they was limping like isaiah

i was the only knick in the game that was ewing

The Pull

The steps to the Pavement are not hard to retreat to

Cause when school is in session I gain somthing they cant Teach you

no Rocks no Keys

But like Clinton they try to impeach you

From the office of Hope some way they try to reach you

Take 10 steps to go back 20

My words flow to the sky but then it comes back to me

Igniting a Fire....but its not a flame that should fuse me

There are many Clouds so when it rains its so confusing

I cant even see who launches the attack

As I get blown from this coldesac....to a Dead END. they qoute on that

Im another number for their stats

Cuffs "CLICK CLACK" because it just clicked that I have to stay strapped

The hood got its own mafia and I'm not tryna get whacked

But there no way out I cant rap because I'm wack

Worlds on my back from my mom talking that

I should go to the track....to traffic that smack

I try to hint that I would rather not be reavealed to that

But reality Reveals to me that thats where it is AT

I could go to college to be educated in the books

But all I've been reading is court dates being Booked

constant Strain and Struggle

Pain and Scuffles in the mind

I dont know what to rebuttle